tight fist and you go and you slip into the floor. this is your life and you come back to die. this is your life routine dries the colour from your eye. was it yours easy? was it? my own world explodes right before my eyes. not your but mine. and these were mine. twice you go away from here. and i'm left with nothing. into something. irreplaceable. like an ear that listens to what you fear. and i drive this rock like a heart into you. like a heart that has pumped its last drop of red rock. so now its cold and i say things to make it seem okay. everything that i know seems ok. when you laugh at things i really mean you. a lie is all we have. without you these days go by. you can't understand what i've lost.